In Search

If we look at most of the people around, they are doing the same kind of thing everyday. Yet few people have a different charm. They are always in search of doing something different. They are the few who excel. If we choose the correct word for them then they are very passionate. I think they are at the place of there choice and they are fit for the work they are into. Most of them were bound to be doing only this as compared to others who are just following the mass. When I think about myself, I am still confused as to what is that I would have taken up as a profession would have given me more satisfaction then what I am currently into. But I am not able to find the answer. when I was in school, I wanted to be an architect. I used to admire the way building plans were made and implemented. When I was in college I wanted to be a RJ, I had even gone to Akashvani kendra to give inerview but was not selected. Actually was not aware of the process and realized that going for any exam without awareness can never give results. Only luck cannot make you shahrukh khan or bill gates or sachin tendulkar. It is there knowledge which makes them what they are today. Yeah but that was my dream. Then I also wanted to be an editor of magazine or news paper at one point in time. I used to like that job. I still love all these jobs and I also love the job I am into. But still not able to find out what is that I am passionate about most and which I can convert to my profession. Actually I am never fussy about anything I do that is the reason I am not able to find the answer. May be someday I will be able to find answer to this question.

I just don't want my life to end like this. I want to do something different and outstanding. That doesn't mean that I want to be famous but I want to be happy within and satisfied just to find out the way of expressing myself the best. I don't want to end up doing the same thing which 10s and thousands of others are also doing. if I can put a word for this it should be something innovative. Something that represents me as a person. I am in search of that and hope to find it soon.